i ... am ... FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just finished the thesis monster!!! (I think!) I just sent it to my advisor and my reader ten minutes ago! It was really shitty! But it's done! And sort of on time! That's saying a lot for me! My advisor said the writing that I thought was super bullshitty and last-minute was "mature" and "authoritative" ... so maybe my "shitty" writing at least became "satisfactory" and "logical". Oh Jesus...............the colors outside my window are so much brighter now, my shoulders feel so light...And...
I can talk to y'all now!